Wednesday, March 24, 2010

repost: sad news

30 December 2009 @ 03:07 am

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word
Music: Elton John
Lyrics: Bernie Taupin
Piano and vocals: Elton John
Bass: Kenny Passarelli
Electric piano: James Newton Howard
Vibes: Ray Cooper
Accordion: Carl Fortina
What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you’re not there
What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it’s all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word
It’s sad, so sad
It’s a sad, sad situation
And it’s getting more and more absurd
It’s sad, so sad
Why can’t we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

Now, the real story begins… ahem…. *penny for your thoughts*

So I have seen a not-so-good news today. And I was shocked a bit but it was, somehow, expected news. That’s the reason I’m writing this blog entry. I guess this is where all my thoughts and feelings would go regarding that no-so-good news. Wah!! I feel so disappointed about myself. I also feel sad. Well, the result was quite predictable but then again, i felt that I’ve been cheated. But I don’t have the right to “feel cheated” since nothing of some sort actually happened. It’s just that I have been waiting/ anticipating a news about it for some time now. Then, “WHAM!” it comes to me with a shocking truth. I don’t know how to say this but I feel a need to let this out. Even if it’s just here. Even if I cannot say it directly. I don’t feel like crying out but it seems that it should be thing I’m doing. I don’t know. My thoughts are scattered.

Need to sleep. Maybe, just maybe, when i get to sleep and rest my mind, I would be able to accept the news properly…

Ja,

kai….. (no smiley, for now…..)

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